Archive for November, 2009

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Blackhole

November 16, 2009

There is an alternate universe beyond crystal mirrors

It tells its own story in its own time

Through a a pastiche of tunnels and mirrors of memory

Carried away by jeeps, tricycles

Made a shadow of footsteps on the esplanade

Waiting in a room filled with light

This is not the story of I but You

You wakes up to the sound of trains

It muffles the song of the birds but it has its

Own melody something like the melancholy

Patter of rain and whistling of leaves in summer

You gets up fetches

a pair of black rimmed glasses

black leather gloves

some old Chuck Taylor’s

a pair of earphones

You is trying to remember something

Something familiar something written

On the wound of the city

Memory refuses to reveal itself

It was not yet time

It was forgotten in a room filled with light

You rides the train to Manila

sitting next to I but

You does not know this

You is concerned with the

passage of light hidden in

the darkness of

the tunnel.

The train comes out of the darkness

Light bathes the train station

There is no sound of bullets nor of screams

Just the steady rustling of the wind

You comes out of the doors

the earphones were left behind

The music of the trees blow steadily

Into You’s ears its melodious ensemble

Forms music from an ancient time

The hum of leaves mimics the sound of the violin

The wind resembles an angel’s voice

Soft and supple upon You’s naked ears

Time has a way of playing games

it creates memory from the

past to the future

hidden behind clandestine

doors of moonlight

one is not really sure

if the past, present or

future is staring directly

through the mirror

It is day again for You

You hears distinctly the music of the birds

And the noise of cars and blaring horns in the street

You gets up fetches

a pair of black rimmed glasses

black leather gloves

some old Chuck Taylor’s

You is in the train station again

Sitting next to I

But You only hears a voice a faint whisper

It reminded You of music

It is dark again in the tunnel

You comes out of the doors

You’s Chuck Taylor’s

and black gloves

are gone

You is left with

bare hands and feet

The cold touch of the concrete

And the sweltering heat of the sun

Leaves a mark on You’s skin

You remembers the music playing in the trees

Time does not wait

it suddenly moves

in fast forward

hidden in

routines

You is in the train station again

You forgot the pair of black rimmed glasses

With bare eyes, hands, feet, ears

You sees I sitting to the right

You sees a gaping wound

The wound is getting bigger You cannot avoid it

You is left with nothing but I

We are often afraid of time

and what it reveals to us

we create memories

instead

It is dark again in the tunnel

Light is waiting outside.

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Things We Don’t Want to Believe In

November 7, 2009

A sign once told me  ”GOD IS HERE.”

It was in all white letters. All caps.

With a black background.

I was not sure what it was trying to tell me

I was more concerned with the rain

charting unknown territories along

the gray concrete and brown dust.

The invisible cartography of leaves

gently falling on lines connecting

people to a semblance of life on a tree.

The whispers I seem to hear in the morning

dew. The soundless screams of begging

children in the rain. We don’t have to go

that far to see the stars. Or its unknown

mysteries. That unknown universe next to

you while walking in the street. Those

black eyes with swimming light

raises more questions than you can answer.

The innocent touch of memory of an

outstretched hand to a person

filled with mistakes and scars.

It was only a measure of things we don’t

want to believe in words just get in the

way it resembles reality something we

can understand like a phone trying to say

‘I love you’ in the middle of the night.